"Kenapa harus mencari yang sempurna kalau masih ada yang ingin berjuang bersama?"
"Kenapa selalu sulit untuk mensyukuri apa yang kita miliki?"
#feelingrainy
Showing posts with label catatanhariansele. Show all posts
Showing posts with label catatanhariansele. Show all posts
Tuesday, 8 December 2015
Thursday, 12 November 2015
#allureceritakita
Aku dan dia.. Berasal dari sekolah dan kota yang berbeda. Benar kata orang bahwa jodoh tidak akan kemana-mana.. "Cinta" telah mempertemukan kami..
Ketika aku mulai berkuliah di kota Batam tempat dimana dia tinggal, disitu kami mengenal satu sama lain melalui salah satu media sosial ter-update saat itu. Tiga hingga empat bulan akhirnya kita bertemu untuk pertama kalinya di salah satu ajang perlombaaan fotografi yang membawanya ke juara ketiga. Mulai dari situ kita sempet hangout bareng untuk beberapa kali.
Tapi terkadang... Tuhan hanya mempertemukan, bukan mempersatukan..
Aku dan dia.. Sempat dipisahkan oleh waktu dan jarak.. Ketika kita mempunyai kesibukan masing-masing.. Ketika kita tidak lagi saling bertemu..
Ketika aku melanjutkan kuliahku ke Thailand, dan dia di Singapura....
Tapi benarkah bahwa ada pepatah yang mengatakan "if two people are meant to be together, eventually they'll find their way back" ?
Ya.. Media skype lah yang menghubungi pertemuan kita dari jarak kira-kira 1426kilometer. We are so close, yet so far :')
Apakah anda percaya bahwa "distance means nothing when someone means everything" ? Yes, we do :)
Singkat cerita, ketika kita sudah dipertemukan kembali dan bersama lagi, lagi-lagi aku membuat keputusan untuk mengambil kursus makeup ke negeri tetangga dan mau tidak mau harus menjalani LDR lagi. Long Distance Relationship, sebuah hubungan yang bisa dibilang sulit tetapi gampang untuk dijalanin. Why? Because love can be stronger than the miles between us.
I thanked God for giving us a chance. It's almost been 3 years. Kita mempunyai passion yang sama, aku sebagai makeup artist, dan dia sebagai fotografer. Terkadang memang kita masih dipisahkan oleh waktu. We always hope that we can have more time together. And now God granted our wish! Bagai kedua kutub magnet yang tidak dapat terpisahkan, kita sekarang tinggal bertetanggan, dan pastinya lebih sering bertemu dibanding dulu. We spent most of our time together!
Cinta dan kesetiaan itu teruji saat jarak dan waktu memisahkan. Hanya butuh sebuah kepercayaan agar mampu mempertahankan semuanya. Ketika cinta dipisahkan oleh jarak, maka di saat itulah seseorang diajarkan tentang arti kesetiaan dan ketulusan cinta yang sebenarnya.
Tidak ada hubungan yang tidak ada masalah. Selama hampir tiga tahun kita bareng ini, masalah kian datang dan pergi. Naik turun sebuah hubungan itu memang ada. Tapi Puji Tuhan hingga saat ini kita belum pernah melalui masa2 putus nyambung bahkan tidak pernah terlontarkan dari mulut kami masing2. Because we know, this relationship is valuable if we appreciate it.
Arti sebuah relationship menurut kami bahwa a good relationship don't just happen. They take time and patience while two people getting through all the good and hard times together without giving up each other which is also our goal.
Hangatnya cinta bagai secangkir allure. Terimakasih allure, terimakasih cinta :)
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short story diatas berhasil meraih 48 besar dari 1200++ kontestan di instagram @esprecielo
thanks God :) walaupun tidak masuk 3 besar, banyak sekali yang mendukung cerita dan foto kami bahwa kami layak masuk 3 besar.
banyak sekali yang kontra atas kemenangan 3 besar karna berbagai alasan, tapi you know, no use men
we can't do anything since keputusan juri tidak dapat diganggu gugat
still thanks God i was choosen among thousand contestants
this story is the long version compare to i posted in IG (it's very very short one hahaha)
well, hope our relationship will grow and grow each days :)
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short story diatas berhasil meraih 48 besar dari 1200++ kontestan di instagram @esprecielo
thanks God :) walaupun tidak masuk 3 besar, banyak sekali yang mendukung cerita dan foto kami bahwa kami layak masuk 3 besar.
banyak sekali yang kontra atas kemenangan 3 besar karna berbagai alasan, tapi you know, no use men
we can't do anything since keputusan juri tidak dapat diganggu gugat
still thanks God i was choosen among thousand contestants
this story is the long version compare to i posted in IG (it's very very short one hahaha)
well, hope our relationship will grow and grow each days :)
Monday, 26 October 2015
SVKxMacau SelviMakeupArtist trip to Macau
hai hai haiiii...
just got back from my pre wedding trip last week to Macau and Hongkong
overall it was a fun trip, but actually i don't really like the country honestly
yes it's beautiful especially the city light in the night, but i don't like the food there and the people!
omg it's such an impolite people there, i just couldn't stand it
the attitude were so bad bad bad -.-
ok then just ignored the, and enjoyed ours
managed 1 day to go disneyland, my dream place yihaaa
but actually i wasn't really exciting about there since many people said that nothing's there
yeaa i was thought like better go than never right, at least i visited once in an country, and would love to visit the further one!! hope soooooo :))
anyway, we still have plenty international prewedding trip during 2015 and 2016
ready to share your memories with us ?
contact us for further info!
with love,
Selvi Makeup Artist Batam Singapore @selvimakeupartist www.facebook.com/selvimakeupartist.batam
Vicky Photography @vickyphotographyy www.facebook.com/vicky.photography
just got back from my pre wedding trip last week to Macau and Hongkong
overall it was a fun trip, but actually i don't really like the country honestly
yes it's beautiful especially the city light in the night, but i don't like the food there and the people!
omg it's such an impolite people there, i just couldn't stand it
the attitude were so bad bad bad -.-
ok then just ignored the, and enjoyed ours
managed 1 day to go disneyland, my dream place yihaaa
but actually i wasn't really exciting about there since many people said that nothing's there
yeaa i was thought like better go than never right, at least i visited once in an country, and would love to visit the further one!! hope soooooo :))
anyway, we still have plenty international prewedding trip during 2015 and 2016
ready to share your memories with us ?
contact us for further info!
with love,
Selvi Makeup Artist Batam Singapore @selvimakeupartist www.facebook.com/selvimakeupartist.batam
Vicky Photography @vickyphotographyy www.facebook.com/vicky.photography
Tuesday, 15 September 2015
Your life, your choice
Hi, strangers!
Hmm i usually don't have an insomnia like now, i don't know what's going on! I need rest and sleep badly! Just recovered from my sickness these few days, and yeah like usual, i'm just that weak can't too hectic more than 1 day -..-
Just want to share about "stop labelling" post in one of a post in facebook that i saw a day back
It told us about don't judge a people by what they did in the past or what will they do in the future
I meant like some people (mostly my friends) feel that if they don't have that "hobby" , or they don't have that "talent" , they can't do "that" thing
But well come on! Hobby can just turns up if we're doing something repeatedly, talent can just turns up by keep it learn and learn, doesn't it?
all you need is an "intention" of doing the right thing, "passion" to do and keep the things right then "courage" to keep move and move then achieve it.
Think positively, all of us can!
Don't ever labelling yourself, don't ever think you can't
If you think you can, you will !
Believe in yourself and just make it happen guys!
I have a degree in science, but i continued with finance management!
I have a degree in finance management, but i'm now a makeup artist!
It seems nothing related, but yeah that's life, doesn't it?
Your life, your choice!
Lotsa love,
@selvimakeupartist
Makeup Artist Batam Singapore
Tuesday, 1 September 2015
Selvimakeupartist in bed rest
Lately, i've been too busy with my job and maybe neglected my body.
It's been a week since i got diarrhea, and haven't fully recovered till today
These 2 days i'm in bed rest while i don't have any jobs, eat clean food (not really clean, i meant porridge), drink some pocari (i don't like it actually), and some medicines of course
Yesterday, "future mom in law" teheeeee.. prayed for me, and it felt better
But today, still in not a very good condition, back to diarrhea again.. oh gosh..
Hopefully this too shall pass.. Thanks God for sending thoughtful people around me, caring and dotes me in everyway <3 div="">
Sunday, 16 August 2015
Be grateful
Bersyukur. Sebuah kata yang gampang diucap tapi nyatanya tidak mudah untuk dilaksanakan.
Manusia terlahir dengan ego dan sifat tamak yang memang ga bisa kita pungkiri.
Ketika kita sudah memiliki atau mencapai sesuatu, ada saja sesuatu yang baru yang membuat kita merasa kurang atau tidak puas, sehingga dijuluki manusia tidak pernah punya rasa puas.
Benarkah begitu?
Di satu sisi aku pribadi merasa ketika kita tidak puas maka kita akan terus berjuang untuk sampai ke titik tertinggi, tapi di satu sisi aku merasa terkadang kita menjadi lupa bersyukur pada yang di Atas karna bukan dengan kehebatan, kekuatan atau keberuntungan kita, kita bisa mendapatkan sesuatu yang kita mau, melainkan karna anugerahNya yang luar biasa. Intinya memang tergantung pada kondisi yang kita hadepin.
Ngomong2 soal bersyukur dan beruntung, i always think i'm a lucky girl and grateful for this life.
Jadi ini beberapa poinnya: (bukan pamer, bukan soksok, cuma bangga karna aku dikaruniain oleh Tuhan Yesus dengan kehidupanku yang luar biasa ini)
1. Kenal dengan Yesus. Around 4 years ago, aku dan keluargaku berserah diri kepada Tuhan dan percaya padaNya. Tentu bukan sebuah kebetulan, tapi memang sudah ditakdirkan :) but take not, not in religion, but finally i have God, finally i believe in God. (sebelumnya kan agama ktp doang hehee)
2. Family. Keluarga kecil yang terdiri dari papa, mama dan adik cowo. Walaupun kadang2 memang menjengkelkan (hahaha :3 sorry kalo aku lebih ngeselin) , tapi they're my everything, they're my forever. Dari kecil aku ga pernah pisah dengan ortuku (kecuali dengan mama pas mama melahirkan adek waktu itu aku umur 2thn), setelah itu pas udah anak2 menginjak remaja aku jg ga bisa lepas dr mereka, kalo aku nginep ke tenpat sodara ato terpaksa pisah i will cry for sure (hahaha cengeng me). Until i started my college, i leave them, i leave my hometown. Aku tau dimana waktunya sudah tiba, dimana aku harus mandiri tidak lagi ngandelin ortu terus disampingku. Sampai ketika mereka pindah ke sini untuk berkumpul bersama eh sekarang kita dipisahin lagi karna kerjaan. Awal2 emang ga biasa, kepengen nangis terus (bkn kepengen kykny tp emg nangis), tapi lama2 juga kebiasa :") kalo bisa sih ga pisah2 lagi, habis married kalo bisa tinggal bareng lagi hahaha :") i always cherish them. Everything can leaves, except them. I prefer spare my time as much as possible for them, I always put them number 1 :)
3. Boyfriend (cieee...). Waloupun dia ga ganteng2 amet, ga tajir2 amet, ga pinter2 banget (hahahaha siap2 dicomplain kalo dia baca) tapi dia punya hati hanya utk gue (hoek) dan jiwa berusaha yang kuat, that's what i like. Kalo ngmg soal ganteng, banyak mah diluar sana yang tampangnya jauh lebih oke (hahaha sorry ye :p, tapi yang ganteng2 jadi rebutan cewe males ah rebut2an kyk gada yg lain aja, lagian dia tinggi banget loh 180an cm jadi aku bisa bebas pake heels hahahaa!), lebih putih mulus (tapi beruntung dianya item jadi cucok sama eyke, kalo cowoku lebih putih kan jadi akunya kopi dianya susu. nyesek kan :/ ), lebih pinter (ya emang sih dia lulusan singapore jurusan IT tapi cukup tau ya biasa aku suka ngejek dia IT gagal secara lulusan jurusan itu mestinya bisa jadi programmer yang pendapatannya not bad banget, dan dia? wth such a waste in money n time, but untungnya dia pinter foto a.k.a @vickyphotographyy, dan mengulit a.k.a @brown.velvet), lebih tajir (nah dia bukan trlahir dr kluarga yang tajir banget yang serba mewah dari atas bawah luar dalam yang gatau uangnya mau dikemanain, yaa walopun ortu dia ber"nama" dan lebih dari mampu sih, tapi one thing u need to know is everything he has now is not from anyone, but he works for it. Seperti yg kubilang tadi, dia punya jiwa berusaha yang kuat, what he wants, he will try to make it. He got his own business, own income now, jauh dari jalur keluarganya, dan pastinya berbeda dengan sebagian anak2 muda lainnya yang masih ngandelin orang tua utk kasi uang jajan. He never ask for monthly money from his parents since he started working while studying in singapore till now. Anyway he's same age with me, 22nd this year. Lagian yang tajir2 biasanya suka menghambur2kan uangnya dengan berbagai macam cara such as ngepub, dan ga jauh2 dari kata playboy. I don't care his past, i just know now he respects me and jauh dari perbuatan anak2 bos, and i hope he won't in the future). Emang sih sempet terlintas dipikiran why he has nothing? why he's different from the others? But at least, he fights for everything he wants, not just sit and wait. Proud of you!
4. Punya tubuh sempurna (dari atas sampai bawah tidak ada kekurangan atau kelebihan), rambut tebel yang bisa digimanapun, alis tebel hitam pekat yang ga perlu dicukur cabut ato tiap hari gambar, mata bulat tanpa harus harus menggunakan eyescoot cm butuh contactlens karna minus sudah lumayan parah, bulumata yang cukup panjang dan tebel, hidung yang yaa ga kecil2 banget tapi blh dibilang lmyn mancung (hehehe, tp lebih cakepan idung mamaku loh kecil dan mancung), bibir yang uda emang berbentuk jadi memudahkan pake lipstick, muka yang overall lmyn mulus tanpa banyak2 jerawat hanya sedikit bekas jerawat karna suka pencet2 tapi setidaknya save a lot of makeup products, i prefer no makeup for going out. Kulit yang ga putih seputih amoy2 lain ya tapi aku bangga dengan kulit tan ku hitam manis (ceile yang baca jangan muntah). Body yang ga sexy2 amet ga kurus2 amet ga tinggi2 amet ga ideal2 banget deh tapi setidaknya masih tergolong normal hahaha :")
5. Punya kerjaan dan penghasilan sendiri, as you know i'm a makeup artist now. Walopun bukan kehendakku di awal tapi bersyukur banget aku bisa ngejalanin smpai skrg dan pastinya enjoy banget. I love my job! (Visit @selvimakeupartist , www.facebook.com/selvimakeupartist.batam)
6. Tahun ini wisuda looo ciiee. Akhirnya gelar SE cuii. Perjalanan selama 3.5 thn, akhirnya membuahkan hasil. Aku bukan tipe yang pinter2 banget, tapi again, what i want i will always try to get it. Dari masa sekolah aku selalu aim for a good score. SD aku selalu juara 1 krn ada mama yang ngajarin terus hehe, SMP juara 2 terus, dan SMA 10 besar karna persaingan semakin ketat. Dan di perkuliahan puji Tuhan ipk sementara 3.87 cumlaude :")
7. Temen, sahabat. Aku ga kayak sebagian orang diluar sana yang nge genk banget sama beberapa sahabatnya, selalu bisa kumpul bareng, kemana saja berdua bertiga atau ber berapa lah, aku rada sibuk dan kebagi2 waktunya semenjak aku kuliah di thailand 2 thn yang lalu, dilanjutkan dengan makeupcourse ku setahun yang lalu barengan dengan kerja pagi sampai sore dan kuliah sore sampai malam. Jadi senin sampai minggu kembali ke senin aku selalu punya aktivitasku yang membuat waktuku bener2 ga ada untuk temen. I may lost some friends, but i know true friend will still there. Aku ga bakal sebut siapa, tapi cukup dirasakan. Sahabat tidak akan pergi walaupun jarak dan waktu memisahkan kita :)
So itu beberapa poin yang terlintas dipikiranku sekarang, yang menjelaskan kenapa aku merasa i'm a lucky girl, yeahh because i'm blessed. Aku bersyukur dengan apa yang aku punya, i will always cherish. What is ours, will definetely ours.
Ada yang kurang berkenan dihati? Silahkan leave comments ya :)
So enjoy your life, fight for what is yours, cherish and be grateful always!
Sudahkah anda bersyukur hari ini?
Anyway happy birthday Indonesia
It's 70th years of independence
Ayo kerja!
Manusia terlahir dengan ego dan sifat tamak yang memang ga bisa kita pungkiri.
Ketika kita sudah memiliki atau mencapai sesuatu, ada saja sesuatu yang baru yang membuat kita merasa kurang atau tidak puas, sehingga dijuluki manusia tidak pernah punya rasa puas.
Benarkah begitu?
Di satu sisi aku pribadi merasa ketika kita tidak puas maka kita akan terus berjuang untuk sampai ke titik tertinggi, tapi di satu sisi aku merasa terkadang kita menjadi lupa bersyukur pada yang di Atas karna bukan dengan kehebatan, kekuatan atau keberuntungan kita, kita bisa mendapatkan sesuatu yang kita mau, melainkan karna anugerahNya yang luar biasa. Intinya memang tergantung pada kondisi yang kita hadepin.
Ngomong2 soal bersyukur dan beruntung, i always think i'm a lucky girl and grateful for this life.
Jadi ini beberapa poinnya: (bukan pamer, bukan soksok, cuma bangga karna aku dikaruniain oleh Tuhan Yesus dengan kehidupanku yang luar biasa ini)
1. Kenal dengan Yesus. Around 4 years ago, aku dan keluargaku berserah diri kepada Tuhan dan percaya padaNya. Tentu bukan sebuah kebetulan, tapi memang sudah ditakdirkan :) but take not, not in religion, but finally i have God, finally i believe in God. (sebelumnya kan agama ktp doang hehee)
2. Family. Keluarga kecil yang terdiri dari papa, mama dan adik cowo. Walaupun kadang2 memang menjengkelkan (hahaha :3 sorry kalo aku lebih ngeselin) , tapi they're my everything, they're my forever. Dari kecil aku ga pernah pisah dengan ortuku (kecuali dengan mama pas mama melahirkan adek waktu itu aku umur 2thn), setelah itu pas udah anak2 menginjak remaja aku jg ga bisa lepas dr mereka, kalo aku nginep ke tenpat sodara ato terpaksa pisah i will cry for sure (hahaha cengeng me). Until i started my college, i leave them, i leave my hometown. Aku tau dimana waktunya sudah tiba, dimana aku harus mandiri tidak lagi ngandelin ortu terus disampingku. Sampai ketika mereka pindah ke sini untuk berkumpul bersama eh sekarang kita dipisahin lagi karna kerjaan. Awal2 emang ga biasa, kepengen nangis terus (bkn kepengen kykny tp emg nangis), tapi lama2 juga kebiasa :") kalo bisa sih ga pisah2 lagi, habis married kalo bisa tinggal bareng lagi hahaha :") i always cherish them. Everything can leaves, except them. I prefer spare my time as much as possible for them, I always put them number 1 :)
3. Boyfriend (cieee...). Waloupun dia ga ganteng2 amet, ga tajir2 amet, ga pinter2 banget (hahahaha siap2 dicomplain kalo dia baca) tapi dia punya hati hanya utk gue (hoek) dan jiwa berusaha yang kuat, that's what i like. Kalo ngmg soal ganteng, banyak mah diluar sana yang tampangnya jauh lebih oke (hahaha sorry ye :p, tapi yang ganteng2 jadi rebutan cewe males ah rebut2an kyk gada yg lain aja, lagian dia tinggi banget loh 180an cm jadi aku bisa bebas pake heels hahahaa!), lebih putih mulus (tapi beruntung dianya item jadi cucok sama eyke, kalo cowoku lebih putih kan jadi akunya kopi dianya susu. nyesek kan :/ ), lebih pinter (ya emang sih dia lulusan singapore jurusan IT tapi cukup tau ya biasa aku suka ngejek dia IT gagal secara lulusan jurusan itu mestinya bisa jadi programmer yang pendapatannya not bad banget, dan dia? wth such a waste in money n time, but untungnya dia pinter foto a.k.a @vickyphotographyy, dan mengulit a.k.a @brown.velvet), lebih tajir (nah dia bukan trlahir dr kluarga yang tajir banget yang serba mewah dari atas bawah luar dalam yang gatau uangnya mau dikemanain, yaa walopun ortu dia ber"nama" dan lebih dari mampu sih, tapi one thing u need to know is everything he has now is not from anyone, but he works for it. Seperti yg kubilang tadi, dia punya jiwa berusaha yang kuat, what he wants, he will try to make it. He got his own business, own income now, jauh dari jalur keluarganya, dan pastinya berbeda dengan sebagian anak2 muda lainnya yang masih ngandelin orang tua utk kasi uang jajan. He never ask for monthly money from his parents since he started working while studying in singapore till now. Anyway he's same age with me, 22nd this year. Lagian yang tajir2 biasanya suka menghambur2kan uangnya dengan berbagai macam cara such as ngepub, dan ga jauh2 dari kata playboy. I don't care his past, i just know now he respects me and jauh dari perbuatan anak2 bos, and i hope he won't in the future). Emang sih sempet terlintas dipikiran why he has nothing? why he's different from the others? But at least, he fights for everything he wants, not just sit and wait. Proud of you!
4. Punya tubuh sempurna (dari atas sampai bawah tidak ada kekurangan atau kelebihan), rambut tebel yang bisa digimanapun, alis tebel hitam pekat yang ga perlu dicukur cabut ato tiap hari gambar, mata bulat tanpa harus harus menggunakan eyescoot cm butuh contactlens karna minus sudah lumayan parah, bulumata yang cukup panjang dan tebel, hidung yang yaa ga kecil2 banget tapi blh dibilang lmyn mancung (hehehe, tp lebih cakepan idung mamaku loh kecil dan mancung), bibir yang uda emang berbentuk jadi memudahkan pake lipstick, muka yang overall lmyn mulus tanpa banyak2 jerawat hanya sedikit bekas jerawat karna suka pencet2 tapi setidaknya save a lot of makeup products, i prefer no makeup for going out. Kulit yang ga putih seputih amoy2 lain ya tapi aku bangga dengan kulit tan ku hitam manis (ceile yang baca jangan muntah). Body yang ga sexy2 amet ga kurus2 amet ga tinggi2 amet ga ideal2 banget deh tapi setidaknya masih tergolong normal hahaha :")
5. Punya kerjaan dan penghasilan sendiri, as you know i'm a makeup artist now. Walopun bukan kehendakku di awal tapi bersyukur banget aku bisa ngejalanin smpai skrg dan pastinya enjoy banget. I love my job! (Visit @selvimakeupartist , www.facebook.com/selvimakeupartist.batam)
6. Tahun ini wisuda looo ciiee. Akhirnya gelar SE cuii. Perjalanan selama 3.5 thn, akhirnya membuahkan hasil. Aku bukan tipe yang pinter2 banget, tapi again, what i want i will always try to get it. Dari masa sekolah aku selalu aim for a good score. SD aku selalu juara 1 krn ada mama yang ngajarin terus hehe, SMP juara 2 terus, dan SMA 10 besar karna persaingan semakin ketat. Dan di perkuliahan puji Tuhan ipk sementara 3.87 cumlaude :")
7. Temen, sahabat. Aku ga kayak sebagian orang diluar sana yang nge genk banget sama beberapa sahabatnya, selalu bisa kumpul bareng, kemana saja berdua bertiga atau ber berapa lah, aku rada sibuk dan kebagi2 waktunya semenjak aku kuliah di thailand 2 thn yang lalu, dilanjutkan dengan makeupcourse ku setahun yang lalu barengan dengan kerja pagi sampai sore dan kuliah sore sampai malam. Jadi senin sampai minggu kembali ke senin aku selalu punya aktivitasku yang membuat waktuku bener2 ga ada untuk temen. I may lost some friends, but i know true friend will still there. Aku ga bakal sebut siapa, tapi cukup dirasakan. Sahabat tidak akan pergi walaupun jarak dan waktu memisahkan kita :)
So itu beberapa poin yang terlintas dipikiranku sekarang, yang menjelaskan kenapa aku merasa i'm a lucky girl, yeahh because i'm blessed. Aku bersyukur dengan apa yang aku punya, i will always cherish. What is ours, will definetely ours.
Ada yang kurang berkenan dihati? Silahkan leave comments ya :)
So enjoy your life, fight for what is yours, cherish and be grateful always!
Sudahkah anda bersyukur hari ini?
Anyway happy birthday Indonesia
It's 70th years of independence
Ayo kerja!
Monday, 13 July 2015
MAKEUP ARTIST BATAM, SINGAPORE
i love my life
i love my job
i love what i am
"All our dreams can come true, if you have courage to pursue them" - Walt Disney
i may not be perfect, but i'm trying my best :)
SELVI MAKEUP ARTIST
Certified Makeup Artist Batam , Singapore
www.facebook.com/selvimakeupartist.batam
www.bridestory.com/selvimakeupartist
IG: @selvimakeupartist
Line: selvi.sele
WA: +628117019930
visit this too
www.facebook.com/vicky.photography
www.vicky-photography.com
let's paint out a beautiful canvas!
Tuesday, 21 April 2015
Cheap people do cheap things talk in a cheap way
The thing that i never thought of,
The thing that i never afraid of,
The thing that i never expected..
Happened just in a glance...
I still can't believe my eyes for what i've seen..
For what i've heard and known..
I don't know what should i do..
Do i overacting?
Nope.. I'm sure it would be the same thing if they were in my position..
Those dirty lies and secrets..
Those horrible moments..
Those cheap people..
I hate it.
Those trust and respect..
You ruined it!
Tell me now or never...
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The thing that i never afraid of,
The thing that i never expected..
Happened just in a glance...
I still can't believe my eyes for what i've seen..
For what i've heard and known..
I don't know what should i do..
Do i overacting?
Nope.. I'm sure it would be the same thing if they were in my position..
Those dirty lies and secrets..
Those horrible moments..
Those cheap people..
I hate it.
Those trust and respect..
You ruined it!
Tell me now or never...
XXXXXXXXXXXX
Wednesday, 15 April 2015
RIP LOLA
Hari ini... Hari yang sungguh sangat berat..
Waktu cepat sekali berlalu namun begitu susah untuk melangkahnya..
Lola, si anjing maltese yang ceria, kini telah tiada..
Dia yang begitu kuat..
Dia yang begitu tegar..
Dia yang begitu setia..
Dia yang menunggu mama pulang dari luar kota dan adikku pulang dari kantor untuk bersama-sama menemaninya di detik-detik terakhir..
Dia mengerti bahwa papa tidak kerja disini dan tidak mampu untuk menemaninya selalu..
Masih terbayang dengan jelas hembusan nafas kuat pertama yang tidak jadi itu, mengingatkanku betapa kuat ia mempertahankan hidupnya..
Aku tau dia susah.. Aku ngerti dia sakit..
Aku ga tega melihat dia nangis, jerit, sampai suara serak dan pelan-pelan menghilang..
Maafkan aku yang pernah memarahimu..
Maafkan aku yang pernah kesal padamu..
Maafkan aku yang tidak bisa berbuat apa-apa lagi..
Aku sudah berusaha.. Kami semua sudah berusaha..
Tapi aku yakin usahamulah yang dapat menpertahankanmu hingga hari ini..
You're so strong, baby!
It wasn't easy, i know..
Sekarang kami semua sudah rela dan ikhlas..
Tenanglah disana.. Berbahagialah disana bersama Yesus..
2 weeks sick, 4 night opname
Thanks God for letting her to be with us these time being
Thankyou Lola for bringing us those cheerful day..
Thankyou Lola for making our lives more memorable..
It's all because of you, my little lola..
May you rest in peace my strong princess!
You're part of my best memory in my life
You'll always be in our hearts
See you in the next of your life!
It's been a long day without you, my friend
And I'll tell you all about it when I see you again.....................
LOLA
15 April 2015, one month before her next birthday
12.35wib, on her lovely bed at home
Waktu cepat sekali berlalu namun begitu susah untuk melangkahnya..
Lola, si anjing maltese yang ceria, kini telah tiada..
Dia yang begitu kuat..
Dia yang begitu tegar..
Dia yang begitu setia..
Dia yang menunggu mama pulang dari luar kota dan adikku pulang dari kantor untuk bersama-sama menemaninya di detik-detik terakhir..
Dia mengerti bahwa papa tidak kerja disini dan tidak mampu untuk menemaninya selalu..
Masih terbayang dengan jelas hembusan nafas kuat pertama yang tidak jadi itu, mengingatkanku betapa kuat ia mempertahankan hidupnya..
Aku tau dia susah.. Aku ngerti dia sakit..
Aku ga tega melihat dia nangis, jerit, sampai suara serak dan pelan-pelan menghilang..
Maafkan aku yang pernah memarahimu..
Maafkan aku yang pernah kesal padamu..
Maafkan aku yang tidak bisa berbuat apa-apa lagi..
Aku sudah berusaha.. Kami semua sudah berusaha..
Tapi aku yakin usahamulah yang dapat menpertahankanmu hingga hari ini..
You're so strong, baby!
It wasn't easy, i know..
Sekarang kami semua sudah rela dan ikhlas..
Tenanglah disana.. Berbahagialah disana bersama Yesus..
2 weeks sick, 4 night opname
Thanks God for letting her to be with us these time being
Thankyou Lola for bringing us those cheerful day..
Thankyou Lola for making our lives more memorable..
It's all because of you, my little lola..
May you rest in peace my strong princess!
You're part of my best memory in my life
You'll always be in our hearts
See you in the next of your life!
It's been a long day without you, my friend
And I'll tell you all about it when I see you again.....................
LOLA
15 April 2015, one month before her next birthday
12.35wib, on her lovely bed at home
Tuesday, 14 April 2015
Day 4 - Opname
If she could talk..
If she could tell us her problems..
It's the 4th to 5th days she's in opname..
Sometime looks better, but today it's gonna be very hard for her
I know she's hurt
I know she's tortured
We tried our best, doctor tried his best
Mom is coming back tomorrow
We all need miracles..
Please God..
When vet said it's impossible, when vet said no cure..
I believe God has His own ways..
Anything is possible in God..
If she could tell us her problems..
It's the 4th to 5th days she's in opname..
Sometime looks better, but today it's gonna be very hard for her
I know she's hurt
I know she's tortured
We tried our best, doctor tried his best
Mom is coming back tomorrow
We all need miracles..
Please God..
When vet said it's impossible, when vet said no cure..
I believe God has His own ways..
Anything is possible in God..
Sunday, 5 April 2015
Life
"picture"
What does it mean to you?
How do you find its importance?
Picture means a lot for me. A picture keeps a thousand memories.
I love to taking picture, in every special occasions,
in every moment that i think it should be remembered..
every little single things, especially with the one i love..
I love how picture rewinds and reminds us of those bitter sweet memories..
We don't know what will happen a second later..
Time is priceless.. Life is unpredictable..
You may say i'm pessimistic for always think the worst,
But i prefer a word "realistic"
To be real, to be realize that world is not always by our sides..
Do what you want, do what you love..
Create a sweet and beautiful memories with people around you..
Cherish and enjoy your valuable time..
Cause nothing lasts forever..
God bless...
What does it mean to you?
How do you find its importance?
Picture means a lot for me. A picture keeps a thousand memories.
I love to taking picture, in every special occasions,
in every moment that i think it should be remembered..
every little single things, especially with the one i love..
I love how picture rewinds and reminds us of those bitter sweet memories..
We don't know what will happen a second later..
Time is priceless.. Life is unpredictable..
You may say i'm pessimistic for always think the worst,
But i prefer a word "realistic"
To be real, to be realize that world is not always by our sides..
Do what you want, do what you love..
Create a sweet and beautiful memories with people around you..
Cherish and enjoy your valuable time..
Cause nothing lasts forever..
God bless...
Friday, 13 March 2015
big girl doesn't cry
13th of March..
It's the day..
Back to those loneliness day..
Back to those loneliness day..
Gotta be hard days ahead i thought..
But i don't hope it for sure..
I don't wish to be like this either..
Keep strong, keep in courage..
Big girl doesn't cry.. althought i'd do that so far..
I believe everything happens for a reason..
And it's God's plans..
May all things happened will gain more positive impact in the end..
Love you.. My forever..
We all will reunited soon! Yes, soon :*
But i don't hope it for sure..
I don't wish to be like this either..
Keep strong, keep in courage..
Big girl doesn't cry.. althought i'd do that so far..
I believe everything happens for a reason..
And it's God's plans..
May all things happened will gain more positive impact in the end..
Love you.. My forever..
We all will reunited soon! Yes, soon :*
Saturday, 21 February 2015
3rd days of CNY 2015
Hai hai!
It's 3rd days of chinese new year now!
This year quite exciting cos me and family were traveling around
We're now at Bengkulu city! It's my first time here ^^
Arrived here at night and spending our first night at santika hotel
Gonna be an awesome holiday here!
Anyway, happy chinese new year for you all who celebrate it!
May this goat year brings us happiness, joy, healthy and luck!
It's 3rd days of chinese new year now!
This year quite exciting cos me and family were traveling around
We're now at Bengkulu city! It's my first time here ^^
Arrived here at night and spending our first night at santika hotel
Gonna be an awesome holiday here!
Anyway, happy chinese new year for you all who celebrate it!
May this goat year brings us happiness, joy, healthy and luck!
Wednesday, 4 February 2015
like finally, Selvi Otanti, SE.
3rd of February, 2015
a day that won't be forget..
a day that i won the battle..
a day that i finished my studies..
a day that i free from 3.5 years struggles..
a day that free from those fears..
a day that i got a "SE" title.. :)
that day, we have 8 students took the war,
4 from finance and 4 from marketing
all of us graduated happily..
thankyou my mysterious boy, sending me these the night before 3rd.. always has ideas to surprise me <3 font="" size="2"> *not really mysterious actually*
thanks to Ivone, the sweetest girl, for sent me this 1 hour before i went into the classroom. you're so kindhearted! <3 br="">
thankyou pak wisnu (dosen pembimbing), took a pict of me in the class then sent me when we're finished. funny you! :') and funny me! ignore my face ._.
thankyou linda, my moomoo, my mother of cow! hahaha we're SE !!
thankyou pak robin (ketua penguji), you're not as horrible as i thought heheeee --"
and thanks to Erlina, SE., Susanti, SE., Selfina, SE., we are SE !!
a day that won't be forget..
a day that i won the battle..
a day that i finished my studies..
a day that i free from 3.5 years struggles..
a day that free from those fears..
a day that i got a "SE" title.. :)
that day, we have 8 students took the war,
4 from finance and 4 from marketing
all of us graduated happily..
thankyou my mysterious boy, sending me these the night before 3rd.. always has ideas to surprise me <3 font="" size="2"> *not really mysterious actually*
thanks to Ivone, the sweetest girl, for sent me this 1 hour before i went into the classroom. you're so kindhearted! <3 br="">
thankyou pak wisnu (dosen pembimbing), took a pict of me in the class then sent me when we're finished. funny you! :') and funny me! ignore my face ._.
thankyou linda, my moomoo, my mother of cow! hahaha we're SE !!
thankyou pak robin (ketua penguji), you're not as horrible as i thought heheeee --"
and thanks to Erlina, SE., Susanti, SE., Selfina, SE., we are SE !!
finally, i am free! i am officialy SE !
for those who haven't take the war, we are waiting you to be graduate together!!
Best Regards,
Selvi Otanti, SE.,
Wednesday, 28 January 2015
Most stressful week
6 days more.. to 3rd of February..
The day i have to face the battle..
The day that i have to prove my 3.5 years studies here..
stress.. Really stress..
What could it be later..
I even dreamt of it twice.. Look.. How stressful i am..
I really put lot of my time to study.. Even dont really understand any of them..
I feel nothing.. I feel down..
They said, just relax.. How do you suppose me to relax?
How to relax standing 2 hours in front of few lecturers that keep asking you questions?
Really dont know what to do know.. I know it shouldnt be so hard, but still.. I need to do my best
I need to prove it to myself and everyone that i can do it..
I need to make them proud..
God bless me anyway..
May everything so smoothly, and wont as horrible as i thought :(
The day i have to face the battle..
The day that i have to prove my 3.5 years studies here..
stress.. Really stress..
What could it be later..
I even dreamt of it twice.. Look.. How stressful i am..
I really put lot of my time to study.. Even dont really understand any of them..
I feel nothing.. I feel down..
They said, just relax.. How do you suppose me to relax?
How to relax standing 2 hours in front of few lecturers that keep asking you questions?
Really dont know what to do know.. I know it shouldnt be so hard, but still.. I need to do my best
I need to prove it to myself and everyone that i can do it..
I need to make them proud..
God bless me anyway..
May everything so smoothly, and wont as horrible as i thought :(
Thursday, 22 January 2015
one step closer... "SE"
waiting the day.. the judgement day.. the most horrible day..
"sidang skripsi dan kompre"
still not sure when it could be, what time it could be, with whom it could be..
but the day is coming soon..
quite lot of jobs during this and next week, almost don't have time for study..
too many lessons need to be learn, and i am just give up..
it's horrible but still need to be done..
it's almost done.. we're almost arrive there..
one step closer.. to be graduate..
let's pray, let's do our best.. God will always be with me and you guys, friends..
pray for us! haha :)
"sidang skripsi dan kompre"
still not sure when it could be, what time it could be, with whom it could be..
but the day is coming soon..
quite lot of jobs during this and next week, almost don't have time for study..
too many lessons need to be learn, and i am just give up..
it's horrible but still need to be done..
it's almost done.. we're almost arrive there..
one step closer.. to be graduate..
let's pray, let's do our best.. God will always be with me and you guys, friends..
pray for us! haha :)
Tuesday, 13 January 2015
January trip :)
Helohaa! Doin great?
Came back here, all tasks and jobs are waiting.. Oh oh welcome -.-
Just got back from my short holiday with boyfie
With no destination and purpose, just wanted to refreshing, and ran away for awhile from all business these days..
Came back here, all tasks and jobs are waiting.. Oh oh welcome -.-
One thing that i stressed most these days is about skripsi!
It's going to kill me up!! Deadline is coming soon but still haven't done and not ready at all for sidang!
Really thumbs up for some of them that already took their parts for sidang!
How i wish i can skip that day :3
A week more to the deadline, hope everything go smoothly..
Jiayou jiayou! We will graduate soon AMEN!!
God bless us all :)
Monday, 5 January 2015
Stay Strong AirAsia QZ8501
recently, there was a booming news about the missing airplane airasia QZ8501..
we all knew that it fell down to approximately 30meters under the sea..
it was a heart breaking news of course, 28 December 2014, during the holiday..
all passangers were having their holiday maybe, but who knows the accident just happened..
so sad but true.. all crews and passengers were expected dead, some of their bodies already found..
really can't bear to see their families left.. their whole stories that had been published..
yaa.. that's life.. unpredictable life..
we don't know what will happen a second later, a minute, an hour, tomorrow or next..
they just gone from our sight without any words left..
i learned that we must live everyday like today is the last day..
try to do everything we want, do the things we love.. enjoy our life..
life is just too short..
deep condolences for all families of the victims of airasia QZ8501..
may them all rest in peace.. they don't die, they just fly highers..
proud of the crews.. dare to fly, dare to die :)
stay strong!
Saturday, 3 January 2015
back for 2015, a brand new year
Hi Gals !
I’m back,
I’m back and I’m back!
Almost a
year I didn’t login here, not because I forgot this, but just too many
activities and of course have no fast wifi connection at home :( *pelit hotspot dari smartphone*
A year
passed, and lot of things had changed..
A girl that
lived alone in the dorm, now live happily in a house, with all family members,
that’s what called ‘home’..
A girl that
busying her college life every night, now stressing about her final project at
home..
A girl that
quite hectic with her working life, now is not stick in a workplace with
8-hours work per day..
A girl that
could be said no life-purpose and had no dream at all, now find her way back. Still new but put lot of efforts
and of course dreaming to be a better and the best one..
A girl that
now to be given a title ‘make-up artist’… *citcuit*
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And yes,
it’s been a year I didn’t outpouring my heart through here *ceileee*
it's now 2015 guys ! a brand new year ! good bye 2014, the fabulous year..
really thanks to God that had guided me thorough the year and all family members, friends and someone right there that always been supported me for what i had done :* #beusalwaysSVK
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some wrap up for 2014:
me and Vicky's new business, genuine leather handcrafted @brown.velvet , good things made simple.
really thanks to all purchaser that had been supported us, the new local brand :)
my journey to Bali last October 2014.
Gonna
have some new journey soon, i wish! Travel while you’re young, don’t worry about money,
just make it works. Because the experience you get will be far more valuable
than money! ^^
Last November graduation ceremony, 4 members of besties, Ajeng, Bella, Suki, Watay
this year could be me, ivone, kholidya and bernice, jiayou guys! :)
new year's eve part celebration at the sky garden with these guys. we did enjoyed the night!
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i enjoyed the whole year, and hope will be better this year of course.
Happy new year, God bless us all ^^
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