sacrifice stars (:(

i always confuse with the word 'sacrifice' .. what to 'sacrifice' , why i have to 'sacrifice' , do i need to 'sacrifice' , bla bla bla .. wrote here already in previous posts , i am a person that really hard to do something called 'choose' . i hate to choose .. i hate to choose everything .. i hate to choose what to sacrifice and think it back is it worth ? this happened to me recently, when i need to choose something hmm a dream maybe? yaa put lot of effort to achieve a dream, then neglected something... something that maybe used to be very important, but nowadays.. i don't know really.. there's always a thing to sacrifice yeah :( i feel like have a gap between us, i feel like stranger within us, i feel very sorry..... it's hard to describe but i just can do nothing.. i really hope u all can understand, hmm i meant this condition isn't actually what i want.. time flies, people changes.. just need some time again maybe, to return it all once again.. hope it won't be too late.. aren't you all like stars, not seen and appear every night but always stay in the sky? :)

-sinceSeptember19th2011-